Here Comes the Sun

Thanks to all who left me encouragement and those who let me know they identify with me. I really appreciate it. It's strange how you can feel so alone in your lonliness. It seems that we all, in one way or another, put on a front that everything is alright when it really isn't, because that's how we were trained to be.

*Don't let anyone know that there's something wrong...it's a sign of weakness*

I'm sorry, but that seems like a load of crap to me. If we actually let people know how we were feeling and let them in on some of our uglier selves, what we might experience is true friendship. Granted, that comes with pain. But it also comes with beauty.

Anyway, I'm doing a whole lot better. As the Beatles said, "Here comes the sun, and I say it's alright". The sun has finally broke through the clouds and the fog (literally and figuratively) and I'm doing a whole lot better. Seriously guys, the whole kickin the caffiene thing is AWESOME! I feel so much more awake and a whole lot less dependant. I think my glands are still seriously swollen (like little goiters coming out of my neck), but they're longer as sore as they used to be.

Also I have a little journey ahead of me to look forward to. I know you are all thinking I'm likely speaking of Thailand (which I am equally, if not more excited about), but I'm not. In roughly 2 weeks time I will be boarding the plane with Patty (of Patty and Selma...see my first entry), to head to Montreal to see..........U2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If that's not something to look forward to then what is?